Hesitation in the form of "I don't know"

And this frailty
but we look so strong.
We are so courageous
but only on the outside.
Now tell me where we stand
tell me how we are
baby, tell me all this
and never let me go.
I wanna break out
I want to learn how to live
I want to know who I am
and I want to do this with you right next to me.
I'm not afraid anymore,
this leap turned out better than I thought
and I am still here
still safe.
And this is fear,
but I'm learning to cope.
This is freedom,
my heart is doing okay.

Drops down her back

It's raining outside
and baby, I can see your face.
Will you whisper to me?
Will you hold me in the wet
and kiss me with the drops running down?
It's raining outside
and baby, I miss you.
Will you remember who I am?
Will you cry when you get home
and tell me it will be like you never left?
It's raining outside
and baby, you're back.
But you're not the same.
Where is the boy I fell in love with?
Where is the boy who kissed me in the rain
and told me that our lives would never change?
It's raining outside
and baby, I'm gone.
Don't forget me
but don't hold on for too long.
Stand in the rain without me
and cry just a little.
And I'll do the same for you.