a conversation

God?
Did I mess up again?
Did I fail you again?
Sitting here
in my DC shirt
my vans shoes
my hair all done
wondering
if I will ever get this right.
“This is IMPOSSIBLE!”
I scream at the stars
but they don’t answer.
Only Your voice
in my head
telling me
“It was supposed to be impossible.”
I need You.
Don’t ever leave.